Fifteen lonely fragments. You which one

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Fifteen lonely fragments. You which one?
first:
I smiled, looked cold and everyone around,
it is a hysterical smile, two extreme intersection
I have forgotten how to cry. A man sat in the corner,
I leaned impassively cold walls, learn the only thing working in the heat of hot tea.
watching the crowd laughing, still smiling, no one noticed my sadness .

second:
keep the blood pouring from wounds to the hands,
I forget the pain, any fresh blood drops to fall on the floor.
sudden, I noticed that my blood is not bright red, it's the same color and lonely, lonely I forgot to color. opened the door, I smell the breath of winter, and my heart just will not hibernate,
in the cold naked heart is torn, pain to numbness, loss of feeling.

third:
lonely and I the same country, and this may be fate. in the dark I lit a candles,
yellow flame gently beating, it is still a heartbeat. However, to make candles,
darkness swallowed me, there is no resistance, no struggle. I have long been accustomed to darkness.
walking alone in deserted street late at night, my world is still only my own, quietly spread of cold and helpless, I am associating with the pain. -

fourth:
boiling drinking water is not Stop to smoking hot, I stare at it, his thoughts fly away little by little my body.
what I think?
What can I do?
keep asking myself, did not answer.
I'm used to questioning their own.
no thought, there is breathing, clear breathing, I can hear my own heart beat.
strongly about me, I still live in the end.

fifth:
open the computer, mouse and keyboard heard in the quiet night issued a ringing sound.
QQ no one. suddenly been asked to be authenticated, in his self-introduction column,
I saw a quite reasonable to say: \lonely! \words.
fact, I already got used to boring.

Sixth:
no meaning in my life, my life is not happy, because the frustration, as ruthless. no goal,
I live in their own unique way, living in their own world.
go on the road, do not bother pointing and cold,
I still calmly walked firmly,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], his face still hanging inexplicable smile.
a shadow,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], why not forget that you also just my passing?
think of you, I put away a smile, stopped, looked up at the sky , not blue, the color is lonely T-9zJK &
I can not force myself not to think of you.

seventh:
nest on the top fool, force his hand kept rubbing the temple, the habit of my migraine attacks.
the table stood a glass of ice water and painkillers, I did not touch them, close your eyes, feeling the pain give me pressure. I am accustomed to torture yourself.
suddenly felt cold hands warm, the original is hot tears, I thought I had no tears.

Eighth: ;
angels have wings, I did not, so I'm not an angel.
devil magic, I did not, so I'm not the devil.
I have is, is helpless , the freedom of despair and loneliness.
heart of hope and despair, struggling fiercely, winning is helpless.
I have learned to accept frustration, helplessness to compromise.
disadvantage is too good angel , the shortcomings of the devil is too evil, too cowardly to my disadvantage.

ninth type:
gently close your eyes hard, greedy to breathe the air without you.
is freedom? or miss? I can not answer your own
had not so much thin air.
I have learned to adapt to the cold thin air.
've laughed and cried,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], fights , uttered.
now I need is just indifference.

tenth type:
sunshine through the window, gently warming my body.
opened his eyes, block with my hand out the glare of light, cast a quilt, I am going to continue to dream of being interrupted.
dream once awakened can not go on. fretfully sat up in bed, his hands supporting his head,
my hair messy, hanging down. wake up. I shook his head with a wry smile to myself,
with despair to accept the reality, no sense to meet the new day. I have used static life.

eleventh type:
\tears are fake, did not cause and effect,
a hundred years without you and no me. \One hundred years later, you will still be you,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but I miss less.

twelfth species:
wind in my hair, I do not care, slowly walk the streets in winter .
I'm numb to move forward, a bit vague, dimly seen in front of you in my step by step forward,
but you farther and farther away from me. I Pinmingdexiang you are running and know what you're My eyes disappear.}
stopped breathing breathing heavily, I began to laugh, laugh at my silly, laugh at my stupidity.

three X:
room, book a table full of the whole,
I sat in front of piles of books, and sighed. silent for a moment,
I suddenly stood up, reaching out to those people too boring breaking book,
forced to fire in the wall and threw it, and then threw himself on the bed heavily.
a long time, I got up to book a one who picked up again on the table, no choice but to smile, buried in piles of their own.

fourteenth species:
lying on the table, I buried my face deep arms, tears welling actually like out.
I have been doing deep breathing, fluctuations in an attempt to soothe my heart, but I can not help myself.

fifteenth species:
I removed the false smile, put a tired face. sentimentally attached to your still,
but I learned to hide.
my life is always calm, only when the wave is like your tears. the temptation, our Calculation of the distance in light years.